Ok, so I suck at this blog thing. I think game bloggers must not make many games. Or, if they do, then they don’t play many. Theres just no time to make games and play games and then write about them.
Now that I can fucking breathe at work I’ve been trying make sense of that dream game. I mean like for reals. If I could just get the first level out of my head it would make a hell of a lot more sense. So what I’ve been doing is trying to figure out the map. There’s not much there yet because it’s like a fucking dream. It’s so fucking real when you’re sleeping but you can only kinda see bits and pieces of it when your able to do anything with it. There’s gotta be a way to game it though. Some way so that I can fucking know that the shit I’m writing down is right. Or like if there was some crazy machine that would let me share my dreams with people. Like hook all up to something with wires popping out of our heads and shit. That’d be cool. Then people could tell me if I was thinking right about this or just wasting my time. I just don’t know man. There’s something there and I gotta be able to game it or, um, turn it into a game. Hard to explain without me coming across like a fucking loon.
I’ve been following around this girl a bit lately. Not like stalking her or nothing. I can’t tell if she’s real or based on someone real. I mean she’d have to be, right, if I’m dreaming her. She’s gotta be based on someone I know. Wish I knew who. There’s just something about her. Plus she’s fucking hot.
And I’m fucking losing my mind.
